there has to be something wromng with me.. i ahte everything and nothing goes right for me.. im not suicidal.. but yeah... this whole school thing,, it sucks... i hate it all. eeccckk... this sucks.. a lot... i dont wanna go to school.. i wanna stay home and just throw up... i feel sick.. i need a nap
Lately, i think I'm going crazy.. its not PMS.. it's different... like woahh...
everybodys fighting.. its big tug of war.. i don't know if i like him.. or if a different he likes me...and a friend is convinced that the different he likes her.. but im unsure... i feel out of place amongst all of them as I could really talk less about this and more about other things but i have no other firends on my team... im stressed about testing next week too...I guess i feel weird. its springlike here where I'm at and i love that.. its reminding me of summer and I'm sorta sad becasue i reminiscing about all the fun times that I've had... especialy with my dad over the summer and my friends and how much i love them all but idk...i feel ehh and about 10 people just imed me and im soo busyt and stressed but auditions went well so ttyyl
Sunday, February 29, 2004
i think i like him... i wish i knew but i don't... i think i do.. i think i dont.. i wish HE was mine.. i wish he WASN'T mine
Favorites movie: MPATHG
place: NYC- SoHo, Times Square, or the Villiage
show: Friends, CSI, Daria
color: green, pink, white
Listening To BLink 182- Mark Tom and travis Show
Playing: Paper Heart- All American Rejects
Why THis song?: It reminds me of Gettysburg, which when I reminisce, was such a fun time.. I could actually almost cry, which i don't do often, just thinking of how much our friendships have changed since then.. in good and bad.. woah,, thats sad...
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